Note to Self: brethe in, breathe out.

Sometimes I have to remind myself to calm down and breathe.

This afternoon I was thinking about God and about how I know God and I want to know him better. It made me think about feeling God. I feel God sometimes, but I want to feel God all the time. I was thinking about how empty I felt today and I just started crying. I couldn't stop crying and had cried on and off since then for a few hours. I'm not sure what to do. I really am trying to feel God but I'm not sure exactly how... I guess it's one of those things you have to figure out yourself and it's not the same for everyone and stuff.