Note to Self: Everything is awkward

especially in high school. There is just so much stuff that can go wrong and it does a lot. Then everyone is in a rush to get what they need without someone noticing. it's full of awkwardness. Then you get to the point where you try to avoid it and look out for it. After that it's all you think about and you don't enjoy anything anymore cause you're so busy doing everything else and worrying about that things might be awkward.

I'm going to try really hard not to worry about that kind of stuff anymore.