A million reasons.

I could give you a million reasons.

I could tell you forever why.

I could number them like the stars.

I could argue it a thousand of ways.

I have every reason in the world.

I have every right in a just life.

But that's just the thing. This life isn't just.
This world is swirling forever into a black hole.
I see it more and more everyday.
When children are raped, robbed, and murdered.
When good men die for bad man's freedom
When chaos ensues.
When the serpent enters the garden and mankind shatters.
When men want to be God.

And that exactly where I live.

and I have two options.
Get bitter or get better.

"Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up."