This week.

So this week has been...well, there.

Monday was supposed to be picture day for band, but due to rain was not. Which made my day eh cause I was looking forward to it.

Then Band practice on Tuesday got canceled, another thing I planned on looking forward to that day.

So basically I had nothing to look forward to all week except for the Halloween game.

Lately I've been trying to shift my focus from the past to things to come. So I've been trying to find things to look forward to.

Tuesday, I went home and cleaned for my dad, but he payed me so I guess it was really for me.

I also Faced a fear this day. Williamson yelled at me.
:[ Don't get me wrong I'm still deathly afraid of being yelled at, but everyone took it a lot better than I imagined, including myself.

My costume also came in on Tuesday and kind of gave me something to look forward to.

So Wednesday came. School, Kara's, Church, Sonic. Then my dad let me stay at Kara's wed. night so I was happy about that.

Then Thursday happened. A terrible collide of screaming, crying, responsibility, and choices. Then Thursday got so much better :]
So so much better.

I think that the reason that I clean when I'm upset is because I think it will organize things in my life and make them less complicated or something...

Friday was a day of absolutely no care at all. In a good way. I cared about nothing during school.

Although we lost the game, Friday night was amazing. I determined my favorite costume was John's J.D. impersonation. :D

Christina is making Kara and I scarves!
So then Saturday arrived, last competition of the year.
And to top this marching season off wonderfully, we won Grand Champions. :D

I have to say I almost cried because everyone was being so emotional about the Seniors. It makes me happy that we all love each other this much tho :]

And today has been quite delightful. John wasn't here to teach class this morning, but there was lots of food and a seemingly different topic of discussion.

All in all it's been a good week. :]
But I'm still praying hard.