tsh. pfft.

I am the kind of person who doesn't like to participate in things drama related, especially in my own life.

See, the way I see it is, I love helping people, and I find most people need someone to talk to who can understand, relate and keep their mouth shut. I find myself to be generally good at this. So lately I've been trying to rid drama from my own life so that I might be able to concentrate on other people's problems.

I want to help other people because I'm so happy, and so much more than fine.
My relationship with God is pretty much better than it's ever been.
My Friends are set in stone and care about me so much.
My family isn't a big problem to me anymore.
And I'm pretty much just doing dandy.

But I know so many other people aren't.

So here I am happy as a mouse, trying to help other people with their problems and BAM drama hits me smack in the face like a guy who just told his girlfriend he cheated on her.

But the thing is, I'm not the cause of it.
None of it's my fault either.

I'm not sure how to explain it, but I feel like sometimes, people worry about me too much, you know?

I love it when people are there for me but when they talk about me without my knowledge "for my own good" it hurts.

You know people worry about me, true, but I want freedom sometimes.

Idk maybe I'm just dumb...