me, being pathetic.

the pain.
they cry.
My skin crawls at the thought of it.
Oh, I would do ANYTHING
if I could.
IF
My soul adhering to the idea
pure happiness
I guess the feeling is ceaseless
My high hopes will always be violently thrust back at me
I've changed my mind.
the worst is now helplessness
you can do nothing
abandonment
it would seem that I'd like to drain my soul of all hope
for the hurt
but for some unknown reason it won't let go
My hope is never lost
but will continue to agonize me
this is not my misfortune.
the bittersweet feeling of it all
they're taken
so far away.
I need this
it's so painful to think about
it going away
it not being there
God, what would I do?!
Power
They have it
they don't seem to know it.
consider.
use what you have for the good of those you love
for their happiness
my efforts seem to be redundant
but for what its worth, I'm trying.
I'm so drained
collapsing at every opportunity
its almost over
it won't be so bad for too long
LOOK AT WHAT YOU'RE DOING
you're throwing stones too, Hannah.
you're making things worse.
I can't find him.
he's distant.
please come back
I need you.
help me
Please.