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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Sometime soon.

So TCTC is in like 2 days. I'm so excited about it!
But something that has really brought me is that we can't draw with chalk this year. We had so much fun! gah it made me so mad whenever they told us that we couldn't do that this year.
I really miss last year.
looking back on it makes me want to change everything back to how it was. :p
anyway I've been really good lately.
I got this thing back today from that PLAN test.
It was supposed to prepare me for the ACT and help give me some help on career options and such, which is something I'd really like some advise on if anyone wants to help me out.
Anyway it really stressed me out again.
There's all this pressure to know what you want to be when you grow up and I feel like if I don't figure it out soon, then I'll end up being nothing.
I have no idea what my future holds.

I've heard and read over and over again that God is leading my footsteps and that it's only my sophomore year and that I shouldn't worry and stuff, but I do. I'm just scared.
Of everything. :p

So I think that I only made a few unhealthy food choices today, which is good. I'm trying to eat healthier. Not because I think I need a diet, but I was listening to the radio the other day and some guy was interviewing this doctor and he was naming off all of these foods (most of which I regularly eat) that would have really bad effects on your health and your body and whatnot. It scared me. lol So I'm trying to eat healthier now. Plus I hardly ever go to the doctors and so I figured if something was wrong with me I probably wouldn't find out until it was too late. :p

So yeah.
Just thought I'd update a little bit.
I could write more but I don't want to cause Kara just came home and I want to see her new haircut! :D

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am also excited about TCTC, but you already know that. The chalk thing also really stinks. About the whole career thing... I'm kinda somewhat in that situation now, a little, so I've kinda got a glimpse of what you're feeling, and it's not cool. I want to do live sound, but I don't think that will work too well with a family, and more than anything I want to get married and eventually have kids, so I'm trying to decided what to do in college as a backup plan that 1. God wants me to do, 2. I'll enjoy, 3. Won't get boring, and 4. Will pay a decent amount of money. Hopefully we can both figure it out here soon.

Have a good day and fill your mind with TCTC, it might help a little (as long as you don't think about the sidewalk chalk ;-)

jhill said...

So, Hannah... I was reading mindless surveys on myspace and came across your post, that you had a new blog. I really like your insight, and it's pretty humorous as well, in a good way of course, the way you word things! :) I never talk to you at church, and you really don't know me that well, but I just thought I'd throw a little insight your way. I've pretty much experienced a ton of stuff in my short life, good and bad! If I could give any advice, it would be to do what your wildest dreams can imagine! You know how it is... There's a ton of pressure to grow up and get a career, but you really can't until you have experience, no one can tell you how to gain that experience though! If you want to travel the world when you graduate, DO IT!! If you want to join the Peace Corp, live overseas, whatever... Do It! When you get older, you get in a trap! i.e. You have a job, or family, or whatever the case may be! Don't worry about going to college right away, because college will always be there, and so will a job. Or if you must go to college right away, which I recommend so you can get it out of the way, travel in the summer! Then, don't get a job right out of college, travel!! See the world, visit third world countries, do missions, do whatever you think God is leading you too, no matter how crazy it sounds! Believe me, people will criticize you, that's because they're jealous because they were too afraid to do what their hearts desire was! You can take that for what it's worth. I feel like I have enough experiences for 2 lifetimes, and the knowledge from all that makes me realize most people have a crummy existence and they compromised, so really they're just trying to get along now! Good Luck in your endeavors!!