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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

I sat in the cupboard and wrote it down real neat.



Today was a beautiful day. Which really helped me a lot. It's been really hard for me to look on the positive side of things lately. Really hard.

I know that when I say this everyone will think I'm dumb and I'm just wishing my life away, but hear me out.

I wish it was next school year. I honestly wouldn't mind much if I skipped this summer.
Honestly the ONLY thing I will be doing all summer is working. I'm earning enough money in this summer alone to pay my dad half the money that he should sell his car for. However, if I worked 11 hours EVERYDAY this summer, which I won't, I STILL wouldn't have enough money to buy the car from him. Plus I owe him about $300 right now. bleh. I WILL DO THIS. haha I think I'm going to start applying for jobs soon. Maybe I can get my dad to take me job hunting on Friday or sometime net week or something.

Oh well though. Maybe things will work out better than I can hope. :D
(that's me trying to be positive.)

Haha. So I'm making some changes. I'm going to start waking up early and exercising. I'm also going to start eating healthier and only 3 times a day. No eating after dinner. And I'm going to cut down on soft drinks big time. So I'm setting a lot of new goal kind of things. Anyway.

I feel like I've been really busy lately, but I really haven't. I've been worried about a lot of things lately too. Which I shouldn't be. I just need to calm down and breathe.

so I hope everyone has a great week. :D

2 comments:

jhill said...

Hannah, awesome post!! I just had a huge comment, and it got deleted when I tried to post it! It had a ton sarcasm in it, and I know that you love that stuff! ;) Then I said a bunch of really caring stuff and wished you luck and told you how awesome you were! Unfortunately, you'll never know if I'm lying or not! ;D Dang it, I hate when that happens!

Let me know if I can help in any way! I'll try to think of what all I said, but I'm really angry that this has happened!!

Oh yeah, here's one thing... :) I will be praying for you a ton, because you need to enjoy your summer with as less stress as possible!! You have the rest of your life to work! Just remember that ;) Keep up your unbelievable caring and love for others!!

That is a sweet photo, it's so good!!! Pretty much perfect for tis blog! That's why photo journalism is in your future! I know it!

Anonymous said...

I liked today. I was outside for a large portion of the day, and it was nice. I don't know how John beats me to your blog every time .... apparently my subscription thing is kinda delayed. Grrr.

Jobs are annoying. So is money. But, it's something that is required because of the stupidness of the world. My suggestion is something like Starbucks. They pay well and have good benefits. The only reason I'm not applying there is cause of the sound stuff I'm going to be doing with Cali and 5th Ave this summer. You know I'll be giving you work as much as I can too!!! ;-). Just don't overwork yourself.

Good luck with the waking up and exercising. You'll feel great! I tried to do it, and I didn't even wake up early the first time ..... very quickly gave up. I cut down on soft drinks to one or less a day, and I can actually tell a difference.

I'll be praying for your job and stress situation. Have a good day tomorrow (even though you'll probably read this after the day is over)!!