January second, a day of realization!

Today was pretty good.
I'm worried that I won't be able to sleep tonight, cause I have school tomorrow and I have to catch the bus. So I'll be extra tired.
I thought a lot today about a lot of things mainly concerning my religion and the way I act and look at things. I thought a lot about the sermon last Sunday, and "finding happiness".

I realized that I seem to be focused on the wrong thing too much. I'm always focused on other things like relationships, education, and money. Things like that have been distracting me from the big picture, which is God. I don't read my Bible much and I don't pray much. I normally hear the words people are saying (more specifically my preacher and Sunday school teacher) but I don't take their words in and pull them apart and examine them. It just kind of goes in one ear and out the other. The crazy thing is I never even thought of myself as that kind of person I always thought I was fairly smart and listened and took things in. Recently I've been *really* hearing what Dennis and John have talked about. I really feel great about this and I've realized many things today.

Anyway I will be blogging on several more things this week that I've realized.
God Bless!