Sigh.

You know that feeling where you've always known one thing and then it randomly sinks in?

That happened to me today. I've realized that if I want something I need to sacrifice some things for them, like anything in life. But Yeah I think I might try a little harder with some things. Cause it's cool when people say things that are good, but when they actually do them, then it's so much cooler not to mention really inspiring.

I mean sometimes when I get stressed out about something like school or money I think to myself about God and how much more he matters than any of those things. God is life and if I'm not taking that as seriously as I should and I know it, how can I call myself a Christian. If I choose something over him, how can I say that I really believe in him and in what the bible says?

Anyways I know some people are probably thinking that I should have made this decision a LONG time ago, but I don't care what people think.

I'm going to try to make focusing on God and I mean REALLY focusing on God a habit.

I just need to keep my head on straighter than I normally do.

Man, God is so much deeper than people perceive. I think a lot of people just look at him as the good guy. And he is, bt he is so much more than that.

Anyways I need to go to bed.
So I hope everyone has a good rest of the week!