When you wake up it will be the beginning of the world and in the fields of this day, hear a song, hear a song.

680 days.
Not much huh?
Just a few more years.
I just want to be free.

Free from punishment for dumb things.
Free from guilt.
Free from this crap hole.
I just don't like it here much.

It's okay though. I think I can deal with it for a little while longer.

So I'm ready to have a car and a job.

I was dreading this summer cause I knew I'd just be working all the time, but I think I'm going to enjoy it. :]

Having money is a nice thing as well. Not that I'm going to have much, but I have to start somewhere, right?

Things are going good for me right now. I'm eager for things to come. and I'm looking at things in a positive light.

I can't wait to go see my mom. It won't be much longer, and I'll probably get to see my grandma as well. I really miss life back in Pennsylvania when we would just laugh and play all day. We would go visit my grandparents and my pappy would always spoil us with bags of candy. Everything seemed so simple. I remember it like it was an old film playing back. And although I don't remember many things I do remember being happy. I remember swinging on the swings across the road from our house and when my dad would tell us that he was going to push us all the way around the bar and we would get so scared. I remember the five trees my dad planted out in the front yard for shade. I remember sitting in my living room on a Saturday afternoon watching the cat lie in the sun. I remember playing kickball behind the trailers. Yeah I lived in a trailer park, but I was happier than any kid I could remember. I remember the field close to our house, where we found our cat. I remember a single tree in the middle of that field. I remember how pretty it was everywhere. I also remember leaving that place in a big moving truck. I want to go visit so badly. :]

Anyways.
I hope everyone has a fantastic rest of the week. :]