So we got mail from Peru today. Enclosed in the envelope was a picture of Sandra. She's grown so big! Lately time has made itself known to me and has also vanished right before my eyes. We celebrated Seth's 7th birthday this past weekend. I can't believe he's seven years old! Heck I'm a Junior! I'm surprised I've made it this far. Kayla went off to college. Along with all the other seniors. Cody is about to turn 19! I mean seriously I think about these things and I'm like wow, wait what? And part of me still hasn't comprehended it. Surprisingly I've been more excepting towards it. I tend to be like my sister when it comes to moving on in life. Last year she cried all day her last day at school. Most of her friends told me about it and said that the teachers had to offer her tissues it was so bad.
Anyways I guess I just don't like the outcome of change sometimes. Change is a painful thing for me. Somehow though, I'm okay with it right now, but not at the same time. I think I've just realized that things will change, I'll adjust, and they'll change again. It will be a never-ending cycle, and it will last a lifetime. Things change and no matter of me crying or being upset will stop it. Plus change isn't that big of a deal anyways. I mean having to adjust is one thing, but sometimes things can change for the better. If things never changed no one would ever go anywhere; no one would ever move on. Plus everyday is one day closer to when I'll get to see my Father in Heaven and it will be a glorious day! So I look forward, even if it means change. Change is just part of the package and sometimes it is good. :]
From the shackles of language and measurable time
-Bright Eyes, Land Locked Blues
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