Things are starting to make sense.

Yeah it's true. Everyday things start to make more sense to me about this world. They make sense, but things still aren't right.

My mom called me the other day. I miss her like crazy and can't wait to see her. That's just one of the reasons that I want a car and my license so much. I'm thinking Christmas break is when I'll get to go possibly? Depending on if I get another job soon.

My mom has made some really dumb decisions, but no human has ever loved me as unconditionally as she has. I probably talk to my mom once a month if I'm lucky. It's usually the highlight of her month too. I really want to see her, mostly because I think it would make her so happy. I told her I wanted to see her and that when I got my license and a car a friend and I were going to go up there and visit. She began to cry. I thought to myself how can someone love me so much? How can someone miss me so much?

You have no idea how much I want to talk to her face to face. Just to give her a hug. Just to see how she's doing.



So school's started back up. I'm really optimistic about this year. Except physics. I think all my classes will be really exciting and really beneficial to me! Except physics. I think science is so boring. :\ I mean today we talked about all the forces that were acting on a box that a girl was pushing. It just seems really lame, and, quite frankly, I don't really care either. I mean why do you need an explanation for little things like that?! It seems pretty ridiculous to me. I think sometimes people get so caught up in how things are happening that they miss why they're happening. The really important things in life seemed to be overlooked because people are always trying to find an explanation. People spend so much time trying to figure out where the world came from and how everything developed that they miss it's beauty and it's representation of the power of God. I don't understand why it's so hard for people to let things be. I think creation is something that we're not supposed to fully understand as human beings, at least not technically. Why can't people just say to themselves that they may never understand and that's okay rather than driving themselves insane looking for answers?


Well there was my little ramble about science. haha

Wilco- Wishful thinking

Fill up your mind with all it can know
'Cause what would love be without wishful thinking