In a little while I'll be there.

So band camp starts on Monday.
It's pretty much coming way too fast.
I guess I'm excited. It's pretty bittersweet.

Anyways I've been thinking a lot about having jobs and my career.
Also about college, money, etc.
It's starting to stress me out a little.
I think I'm going to be in school for a while.
But I don't know if I want to spend more than 4 years in college. Four years is fine with me but anymore I'm not so sure of. I also think that I have no idea what I'm getting myself into. I don't know what's coming at me. I'm also thinking I'm going to have a really hard time making up my mind about college. I know I have a little while to figure all of that out, but I think it's best to think ahead. That what I always do. Even if it means I end up worrying. That's just how I am.

anyways I'm going to be pretty busy starting tomorrow. :[
There are some things on my mind that I'm not sure if I should concentrate on them or not. I guess I've just not been the best lately with everything.

I leave you with some lyrics of a song that I've randomly chosen for whatever reason.
I think I'm going to start ending all my blogs with song lyrics. This one is truly a great song. :]

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

-Snow Patrol, Run